Today is one of those days where I’m trying hard to be productive but not getting really much of anything done. I’ve felt off since the girls left for school – a little fuzzy in the brain and nauseated. Nothing I eat is helping keep it at bay. Some days the morning sickness gets the best of me and today must be one of those days. The fuzziness in my brain makes me feel a little delirious. It’s not a new occurrence for me and usually will go away if I take a nap. But having lost Monday to the holiday, I have no time to shut my eyes. Before I know it, it will be time for soccer practice and there are a few things that have to happen today.
Days like this frustrate me still. I’m living off a list again…. dominated by it and all the things I need and wish to get done. Not sure if this is because I’m pregnant or because the old me is returning. I like her and hate her all at the same time. Unfortunately with the start of school I don’t have time to let the day dictate itself and do things as they come. Soccer has started, girl scouts starts next week and I have a book that needs more publicity. The online research and writing pitches takes more time than I ever expected.
I’ve been on the computer all morning so it’s time to get off and play with a four year-old who’s watched way too much tv this morning and has been told “in a minute” far more times than he deserves.
I was thinking homemade chili with cornbread tonight, but now, now I’m thinking buy one get one free pizza from Whole Foods.
